Leandra Dare, Palm Scar
Chapter 1. The Car That Melted Into Asphalt.
The fluorescent lights of A Cidade Que Não Dorme hummed a frequency that seemed designed specifically to worsen my headache. Two hours of sleep—no, not sleep, two hours of unconsciousness wedged between Lucas's screaming fits—had left me hollowed out, a bell that had been rung too many times and could no longer resonate. I shifted my weight, and my son's warm weight shifted with me, his small face pressed against my collarbone inside the baby carrier. He had finally stopped crying somewhere between the bus stop and the green door of the newsroom, exhausted into a fitful doze that I knew would not last.
The desk before me was buried in paper. Not my desk—I didn't have one here, not officially. I was a freelancer, a cultural events coordinator who proofread the newspaper's articles in exchange for ad space. But Gian-Batista's desk had become mine by some unspoken agreement, because he worked from the field more often than not, and because his corner faced the window where the morning light turned the dust motes into floating gold. I pulled his latest article toward me, squinting at the printout. Something about a samba school in the Zona Sul, a drum master who had preserved techniques from his grandfather, a woman who painted carnival floats with spirals she claimed the forest had shown her in dreams.
The words blurred. I blinked, hard, and Lucas's hand batted weakly against my chest. His fingers found my green headband—the frayed one I wore to keep my hair off my face during long hours—and tugged. The elastic slid across my forehead, catching strands of dark hair, and I caught his fist before he could pull it completely loose.
"Not today, meu amor," I whispered. "Mama needs to look professional."
He was eight months old. He did not care about professional.
My phone buzzed against the wooden desk, and I glanced at the screen without picking it up. Benício's name glowed there, familiar as a scar. I had stopped opening his messages months ago, but the preview line was enough: You can't hide what's waking up in him, Tati. The Dark faction knows how to train bloodlines. I'm not asking for me. I'm asking for Lucas.
The phone buzzed again. His bloodline is already stirring. You feel it too. Don't you?
I turned the phone face-down and pressed my palm against the back of Lucas's head, feeling the fine curls against my skin. He stirred but did not wake. The night before, he had screamed from midnight until four in the morning—colic, the pediatrician said, it would pass, but nothing passed in this apartment except the hours. I had walked him through the dark, my bare feet cold on the hardwood, until my arms ached and his voice went hoarse and the jasmine plant on my windowsill seemed to watch me with something like patience.
The newsroom door creaked open. I didn't look up. I knew the footsteps—the unhurried rhythm, the slight drag of the left foot that meant he was carrying his leather satchel too heavy with notebooks.
"Rough night?" Gian-Batista set a coffee cup on the edge of the desk. Yellow ceramic, chipped, the kind from the boteco on the corner. The smell rose between us: scalding, sweet, wrong. He had added sugar.
I did not thank him. I never thanked him.
"Your lede is buried," I said, tapping the printout. "You spend three paragraphs on the drum master's grandfather before you tell me the drum master is dead."
"That's the point." He leaned against the desk, close enough that I could smell the sandalwood of his soap, the faint sweet scent of deodorant after morning training. He had probably rolled at Azul Jiu-Jitsu before coming here, because he was the kind of person who woke at five to choke strangers and called it relaxation. "The grandfather's legacy is more important than the grandson's death. The samba continues. The body is just—"
"Can you not," I said, "talk about dead bodies when I'm holding my son."
He smiled. That smile. Warm brown eyes crinkling at the corners, curly dark hair falling across his forehead, a dimple that I wanted to slap off his face. "He's sleeping. He can't hear me."
"He can hear everything. He's a baby, not a rock."
Gian-Batista crouched beside my chair, lowering his voice to a mock-conspiratorial whisper. "Apologies, Lucas. Your mother is correct. I will save all discussions of mortality for after your nap."
Lucas, traitor that he was, smiled in his sleep.
Before I could tell Gian-Batista exactly where he could put his apologies, the assistant appeared. Her name was Marina, and she wore the expression of someone delivering news she had already practiced in the mirror three times. She set a single sheet of paper on the desk—a memo, the newspaper's letterhead, the owner's signature at the bottom—and stepped back quickly, as if expecting me to throw something.
"The cultural events budget," Marina said. "Mr. Sampaio has reduced it by sixty percent. Effective immediately. He says the foundation needs to focus on—"
"Focus on what?" My voice came out quiet. That was dangerous, when my voice went quiet.
Marina glanced at the ceiling. "Core operations."
The memo blurred in front of me. Sixty percent. I had asked questions. Three weeks ago, I had pulled the public records on the owner's offshore accounts, the shell companies registered in the Caymans, the construction permits for luxury condos on land that had been zoned for a public park. I had not done anything with those records. I had simply wanted to know. But someone had told him.
Gian-Batista took the memo from Marina's hand before I could. He read it, his jaw tightening, and something flickered across his face—not surprise, but confirmation. He had known. Or suspected. And he had not told me.
"Marina," he said, still looking at the paper, "can you give us a moment?"
She fled.
I opened my laptop. The screen glowed, waiting for me to rewrite a budget that had just been gutted. My hands were shaking. I pressed them flat against the keyboard to still them, but the shaking wasn't stopping. Lucas stirred, sensing my pulse through the carrier, and his face crumpled toward a cry.
"Tatiana." Gian-Batista set the memo down. His voice had lost its warmth. "I was going to tell you. I was waiting for—"
"Waiting for what?" I looked up at him, and I watched him see the exhaustion there, the dark circles, the cracks in my composure that I had been papering over for months. "For him to cut my funding first? For my son to stop sleeping? For the right moment when I wasn't already drowning?"
He opened his mouth. Closed it. For once, the jokes stayed locked behind his teeth.
Then the street outside screamed.
I heard it first as a question—the sound of metal straining, the whine of an engine pushed past its limit. Then the answer: a car, a silver sedan, flipping end over end through the intersection, its headlights carving arcs of white light against the grey morning. It did not crash. It melted. The chassis slumped into the asphalt like butter left in the sun, and the tires liquefied into black smoke that smelled of burnt sugar and ozone, a sweetness that did not belong on a city street.
I was at the window before I knew I had moved. Lucas pressed against my chest, his small body rigid now, awake, his eyes wide and fixed on the wreckage. Bystanders were screaming—a vendor from the fruit stall, a man walking his dog, a woman who had been waiting for the bus. The dog was barking, high and terrified, straining at its leash.
A figure stumbled from the smoking ruin. He was a man, I thought—the shape of him, the size—but his eyes were glowing faintly gold, like embers banked beneath ash. He raised one hand, and the air around him shimmered, heat rising from his skin in visible waves. Then he collapsed face-down on the asphalt, and the golden light in his eyes went out.
Someone was calling the police. Someone else was shouting for an ambulance. The crowd was already gathering, phones raised, documenting the impossible.
I stood at the window, my son warm against my chest, and I knew. Not guessed. Not suspected. Knew with the same certainty I felt when a choke was locked in and my opponent had three seconds to tap or sleep. My normal life had just ended.
Behind me, Gian-Batista said my name again. His voice had changed. It was no longer warm, no longer teasing. It was the voice of someone who had seen this before.
"Tatiana," he said, very quietly. "Step away from the window."
I did not step away.
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